lost reaching the lost

Trying hard to reach out But when I tried to speak out Felt like no one could hear me Wanted to belong here But something felt so wrong here So I pray I could breakaway
I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned Staring at the blank page before you Open up the dirty window
Well baby I'm a put-on-a-show kinda girl Don't like the backseat, gotta be first I'm like the ringleader I call the shots call the shots I'm like a firecracker I make it hot When I put on a show
Mamas always gotta back track When everybody talks back Hey honey you could be my drug You could be my new prescription Too much could be an overdose All this trash talk make me itchin'
"Run, run, lost boy, " they say to me, "Away from all of reality." Neverland is home to lost boys like me And lost boys like me are free He sprinkled me in pixie dust and told me to believe
Lately I've been hard to reach I've been too long on my own Everybody has a private world Where they can be alone Are you calling me, are you trying to get through Are you reaching out for me, and I'm reaching out for you
But you don't know, The way that you look, When your steps Make That Much Noise. See I got you, All figured out, You meet everyone's eyes just to feel seen Behind your make-up Nobody knows Who you really are Who you think that you are
So yeah we're going down Paint a picture of the perfect place They've got it better than when anyone's told ya, I'll be the King of Hearts, you're the Queen of Spades And we'll fight for you like we were soldiers
When the rain is pouring down And my heart is hurting You will always be around This I know for certain You and me together Through the days and nights I don't worry 'cause Everything's going to be alright
Told you I'd be here forever Said I'll always be a friend Took an oath I'ma stick it out 'til the end Now that it's raining more than ever Know that we'll still have each other You can stand under my umbrella
Who has to know When we live such fragile lives? It's the best way we survive I go around a time or two Just to waste my time with you
In the day In the night Say it right Say it all You either got it Or you don't You either stand or you fall When your will is broken When it slips from your hand When there's no time for joking There's a hole in the plan
Some days I don't feel like trying Some days you know I wanna just give up When it doesn't matter who's right, fight about it all night Had enough You give me that look
This is just a journey Drop your worries You are gonna turn out fine Oh, you'll turn out fine Fine, oh, you'll turn out fine But you gotta keep your head up, oh And you can let your hair down, eh